worthy sensation...(well, to me..)

Have you have a feeling of sudden sense of melancholy??

Ooiiiii…….not depression!!!! Don’t confuse these two….melancholy means that a feeling of sadness which normal people would feel like in times of war, but the latter one means sort of nervous breakdown….

No……..still not the time for the third world war to come……

It’s just that some songs, novels, or maybe someone’s expression in any form can do that………

Maybe it’s because I’m a sentimental person…..but believe me, some can even cause ice queen or king to have tremendous emotional….. erm….what’s the proper word to use here….ah!!! tremendous emotional provocation!!!!

I wasn’t like that at all…….until I found some “master pieces” that blew me away….

The award winning movie “a.i. intelligent”………steven spielberg is truly a genius…..

Kevin rudolf’s “great escape”……celine dion’s “because you loved me”…..mariah carey’s “h.a.t.e.u.”………duffy’s “warwick avenue” and “stepping stone”…………ne-yo’s “part of the list”…….eric clapton’s “tears in heaven”……..madonna’s “take a bow”………late night alumni’s “meant to be”……

God………

They are all soooooooooooo sad……….i just got this immense feeling which I know I don’t like at all, but somehow I kinda attracted by them……those heavy heart feeling…...and prompted me to beg for more….haha…..i just have no idea why I like these stuff…….(I’m a more happy-go-lucky person according to my horoscope anyway….@@)

And most of these music are in my playlist now…..(lol…)

I know………you’ll think i’m a weirdo……… again………

I’m not a pessimist, I think…..(but one of my senior thinks I am…==’)

Okay, okay…….whatever you think of me, I’ll just accept them la…….ish……

Haha……till then……we’ll meet again……(wait…I was acting strange again…)