better in time

woke up with heavy heart

can't feel what it's like

until that very moment

i know i gotta stop it

stop it, lynette!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish this pass really quickly

i don't wanna go through this again

torturing

i close my eyes

i close my mind

but my heart has chosen to open, somehow

maturity is still not beyond my grasp

maybe this will help me a little

or maybe it's in the harsh way

anyhow,

i choose to smile,

my vision was blurred.......

stop it~~

now even more blurrrrrrr..........

rational mind told me not to mourn anymore, get over it!!!!!!

stubborn heart refused........

intense heat rushing through my face

it's not a good thing to happen

stop it~~~~~~~~~~

my vision more blur

dripping......the blanket wet

afterwards......i'm getting much better......after blogging this out, i'm okay.........

:)