clearing it up

Local or oversea?? Local or oversea?? Friend #1 said this, friend #2 said that, friend #3 said this and that, friend #4 said either, friend #5 said others, friend #6 said none of the above…..

Ahhhhhhh………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

(running around, jumping up and down, toss in the bed left and right, eat this and that just to figure that out….)

Sorry, I didn’t do any of the above, including screaming my lungs out…I wouldn’t do these to entertain you…..i just typed it for fun…..(lol)….besides, it’s not my style…..

Okay, cut the crap out…..i was confusing where to choose….you readers may think: duhh….i know every graduated students have the same problem as you, so what’s the big deal here??

Well, it’s a huge, massive and gigantic issue to me….as I’ve tried to gather as much information about this, there’s more confusion rising…..(sigh)

I was chatting using msn with a senior who study in Singapore, erm….let’s call him Tom (as he reminds me of cats, hey, if you….yes you, my Singapore senior read this, hope you don’t mind me calling you that as i want to protect your identity....hehe…you also know why I’m giving you this nickname)

He said that I should get out of here as soon as possible….it’ll ruin your life if you stay there much longer….well, Tom also admitted that he has some prejudice against this country, but it’s for my own good sake…he told me some “truths” behind a veil that blinded me for believing the country serve people well in many ways…Tom said all the students here only recite what’s on the books or text and then “vomit” them all out in quizzes and exams….and if not mention the ranking of the universities here, they just don’t do much research compare to others and if they do, most of them are diverted from the real cases…. and i would really want to do some research rather than an exam machine, what’s the use of promoting life-long learning in this country if not doing it??!!??…there are also things which I can’t say much here…or I’ll be arrested…which I’m too young for that!!!

And I’ve heeded some advise from others too, not only him…I also not well prepared for being separated from home……………...

Well, some things have decided now…..and I know exactly what to do……